Each morning I awake to greet the sunrise and kabel/receive from the Divine, the awesome energy filled with joy that I love to share. It’s simple. I have emuna/faith, bitachon/trust, and I anticipate, feel and see the colors, rising sun, and clouds, the world, and see and hear the singing birds, and maybe the wild bunny in my garden. I am filled with awe. I see G*d revealed.
What is the blemish I am deleting, to rectify and purify for Shavuot?
The possible weakness of sluggishness, and not being in joy in all that I can be.
Blemish of not going forward in the best direction?
May you be blessed with miracles in holy vessels to receive and hold with Emunah / faith the downward Sefirotic flow from the Infinite. May you be able through your conscious Omer Counting, to transform darkness, struggle, bitterness, tears and mitzrayim / narrow places, to balanced freedom and joy and welcome the Sephirot into your being, to cleanse you / as a mikveh, and in joy, to welcome sustaining waters of life, Torah.